I am high...
Entry for 17-June-2022 — an honest, late-night reflection on ambition, success, and having no clear goal.
This is probably the first and last post I’m writing as I am high. Why? I don’t know. Probably because I am alone at home right now. Since childhood, I’ve always believed myself to be special. Better than everyone else. Sometimes because I can code better, sometimes because I feel I stand on a morally high ground. In reality I don’t. My decisions in life have usually turned out right. Or I was lucky. I find myself pretty successful. Better than people I grew up with. There are also folks I know who are doing much better, but someday I will surpass them.
I am not yet sure what my goal in life is, but it must involve a lot of money. I don’t care for fame that much.
Sometimes I think I don’t have a goal… But I guess that is OK.